The Last Day
Everything
starts from Heart. The words that always say in every morning when I wake up.
I don’t know how many times I should hide from
him. I couldn’t do this. He is the only
thing that I thought since that day. Just a week ago he was my boyfriend. And
now I don’t even know him at all. I don’t understand why we broke and messed up. So confusing.
“Hey, why you day dreaming?” said
Angeline.
“Nope, I just think of my exam
tomorrow. I haven’t been studying for two days” explain me.
“It’s okay, you can study now.
The exam will be start tomorrow.” Said Angeline.
“Yeah I know.”
All that I said was just a lie. I
thought of him again. I couldn’t let him go. I always remember the day when he was mine. We used to be together. And now I don’t know
about his activities anymore.
On the tenth month of my
relationship, he was really different. He never called me at night. He always
goes to the music concert every Saturday night. He said that he loves me the
more I loved him. He said that he never
left and will be by my side.
After school,
I go to Caitlin’s House. I want to talk about my feelings right now. Caitlin is
Joe’s bestfriend. And I hope Caitlin can help me to meet up with Joe. I really
missed him.
“I miss him so bad. I can’t live
without him. All I want is Joe.” Said me.
“Yes I can see it in your eyes.
But I’m sorry, Lisa. I think he will never come back to you.” Said Caitlin.
“Why? Should I tell him on the
top of the mountain that I really love him?”
“No, Lisa. He just can’t
continue. He can’t live like this. You supposed to be smart. He leave you
alone, then you should went to another place.”
“Don’t
you know that I’m really stressed? Joe make me really disappointed with it.”
Said me.
“Okay,
I will tell him about you. About your feelings.” Tell Caitlin.
If
only you know, Joe. I need you now. Do you ever imagine how hard I hold on to
thing that I’m really sure it is not mine? It hurts to holding your hand, you
know. It hurts to keep myself fine when the fact is I’m not fine at all. I just
tired. How many times you will be like that?
(To be continue)
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